If it was just a dream
why does my mind aimlessly wander
to that place where things were different?
That thought that we hadn't continued,
and my anxiety heard that sound.
It made my mind cringe
at the idea of living
without the life I've clearly earned.
Thinking of the possibilities
of what my past could have brought today
only cause my relationship to leak.
Although it's absurd,
and rather pathetic
of me to even consider
a dumb dreams offer.