Taking the moments as they pass
in a place where control
is thinning in my face. . .
What a disgrace,
I am taking place
in the madness.
A therapeutic level
of Side Effects
and I try to be direct.
The fear takes hold,
I cannot be labeled
as uncooperative.
I want everything to work out
as I lie to myself.
I must be wrong
and unworthy of the chance
to be well by choice.
