I've come to the conclusion that
I don't have a captivating soul.
I can't seem to be capable
of grabbing your attention.
I'm authentic,
and it's a problem. . .
The fact that I fall off the bandwagon,
and its consistent pressure,
to be the type of person
-I'm not.
I'd rather have my eyes clawed blind,
than show the world a blind version of myself.
Spent endless time spent,
saying to myself,
"I'm too offbeat for this."
So I sit in what you think
is my sad corner of life,
but what can't you see?