It's relentless and unforgiving,
it
steals your conscious mind
and
leaves your life at risk.
There
the demons left me;
in
a living nightmare,
hearing
voices,
talking
to the air,
walking
round and round
up
and down
the
darkest halls of my life
and
not going anywhere at all.
I suppose I was searching for the will to live.
I suppose I was searching for the will to live.
The
chance to finally win the fight
to
prove I could defeat the unreal influence
that
had come over me and somehow shake
the
frightening feelings of ending it all.
I'll always fight them, that's just who I am.
I'll always fight them, that's just who I am.
I'll never let the destruction win
but
if it ever takes me over again;
I
pray to God to have the strength
to
recall who I am,
and
if my memory
doesn't seem to serve me,
know I went down giving all I had.
know I went down giving all I had.
Know
that I only left this life behind
because
the choice wasn't
mine to make,
the
decision was made
by
the relentless and unforgiving
actions of an unfair mind.
actions of an unfair mind.
