I'm trying to get through to you
to tell you that you've become
a train wreck,
destroying everything in sight.
I'm trying to believe in you,
to see in you, that
you're not as big as you think you are,
your fight with happiness is more important.
I'm trying to see the good in a friend
who used to be.
Trying to stop you from
selling your substance to the atmosphere,
but I've decided that I'm done
breaking my back
just for your benefit.
You're on your own.