I'm not a social person,
I'm self inhibited.
I coil inwards
and control my thoughts,
my actions,
the only way I can.
I prefer to have a desolate womb,
does that make me selfish?
I don't allow myself
to make stupid decisions.
I plan my life
around the potential ones,
and not theirs around mine.
Those lives are delicate
and I dare not
dance around them.
I'd rather keep them safe instead,
releasing them when we're both ready.
