Recovery is cold-
recovery is regaining control
of a mental state torn from me
so long ago.
Getting anyone
to understand your issue
is hopeless
because no one ever will.
It's impossible,
no one can comprehend
bouts when reality is slipping
right through your fingertips,
and your hands
just aren't strong enough
to grasp and pull it back.
Control is a struggle
and something I'm lacking.
Control is a measurement
in which I need to comply.
